ok.. this is the part where id have to tell myself "i told you so!"...
Like what ive said, i feel intimidated about sharing my artwork and now it came to that point again where i feel like i need to be more, need to know more... i know that's probably not a bad idea at all cuz i still believe that people should keep learning and growing but it just feels terrible when reality smacks my face real hard that maybe i need to be MORE to be successful in this career im entering (and that's four months from now)...
now ive stopped uploading my works.. but dont get me wrong i totally adore alot of people who makes really great art.. i really do..

i just wish im like them
ill get over this feeling soon... but for now i have to get myself to learn more than just making vector art.. i know art goes beyond that.. really BEYOND!..